&& tell me those lies one more time.

yeahh okay. .

2007-03-28T22:57:01Z

ehh well so im in a pretty decent mood today. except for the fact that i feel sick to my stomach agen. like reall badd. but i slept in till 7:30. i didnt get to school till the very beginning of second period. nd i got a dunkin donuts coffee. so this morning was good. but then i just started to feel sick. nd now im like dying. =[ its terrible terrible. so now im talkin to lauren. nd getting ready to go to the gym $%&#%&@#^. i hate it so fuckin much wen i dont feel good. but i still go so i can look good. gayy. well im out. cuz im tired nd i havta get ready so peaceee.

i dunt know.

2007-03-26T23:29:36Z

so basically im so sick of being treated like shit. nd im sick of being left out of everything by the ones i thought were supposed to be my bestfriends. watever. i dunt even care anymore. im sick of the high school bullshit.only two more years. ill probly just do early graduation. not like it makes a difference. cuz anyone wood miss me if i did that. nope cuz none of my "friends" care. so yeahh. this weekend was terrible. nd friday nite was good tho. the talent show was fun. other stuff hapened that nite but im not getting into details cuz "im being stupid" im just so sick of my friends. its sad but true. im not gunna fight for friendships anymore cuz its rediculous nd i have too much going on to bother with that shit. im taking 3 junior classes which i have to stay on top of things. i have lacrosse, soccer, and work. im totally stressed out. nd wen i need my friends the most there not there. well im done so im out to lay down cuz i feel sick to my stomach. i hate jackson. its a shit hole. i want to move to hazlet or middletown where most of my friends are.

<33

hey hey

2007-03-17T02:01:54Z

well i havent posted since a few months ago. so heres an update:
classes changed a while ago & i love my new classes. these 2 weeks have been rough & 2 amazing people passed away. R.I.P Shatone & Andrew <3 3-7-07. so the ceremony for them tuesday was realli sad & it sucks. march has been a realli bad month for me nd i cant wait for it to be over. im starting to spend alot of time with my brother nd were getting pretty close like a couple years ago. no boyfriend still nd im fine with that. sophomore year is almost over. lacrosse started, and heat starts this weekend! well its yucky outside so maybe not. work started agen nd im happy about that. were booking vacation tomro or sunday. nd megan is probly going with us =] =] so im pretty excited bout that. i cant realli complain rite now cuz all in all my life is going pretty good. i have my bestfriends and thats all i need. im so over everything that happened last summer nd im soo ready for this summer so i can live it up and drink it down. cuz thats all im gunna do this summer. i turn 16 in 3 months & i cant wait to get my tattoo, im so ready for it. i passed my drivers ed test so im ready to take my 6 hours nd start driving. i gues thats all thats realli going on lately. so im gunna peace

gay.

2006-10-22T23:02:54Z

so basically im in a reallii badd mood rite now. nd my brother is an asshole x345665230631204673. but besides that things r good yanoo. im happy where i am rite now. single is okay, sometimes i wish i had someone, but im not like looking or dying to have one. its just watever. im kinda tired rite now nd im probly gunna fall asleep soon, even tho i didnt eat dinner because my brother is an asshole. well anyways yeah im bored ndi have a headache so im out nd i thought i felt like riting but i dont. so peace.

<3 Mindy

sayin i love you has nothing to do with meaning it.

2006-10-14T21:24:02Z

okay so ive been in such a good mood lately its rediculous. like honestly. ive just been happy nd ive been nice to people i havent been nice too. im a new girl. =] well anyways life is amazing. i have a great bestfriend Amanda <3 nd a great sister Megan <3 nd so im pretty much set for life. then i have my boys Matty <3 ily && Phil <3 ily. so life couldnt get any better. im okay with being single too even tho every now nd then i want a boyfriend but idk. im juss gunna chyll for a while. so anyways. this week was an amazing week nd wednesday was the funniest day of my life of 15 years becuz my sister nd mom r rediculous at olive garden. nd my girls who are flag riders are amazing. so yeahh that was a great day. nd now im waiting for sister to come over so we can go to my uncles for a family party which i love them cuz there so fun nd so interesting. i love my mommys family =] =] well anyways. im out to wait. cuz ive been waiting forever. =/ peace outt <33

yurs Trillz, (trillz megan trillz =])
MinDy <3

hah. yeahh.

2006-09-28T23:35:17Z

ok so today was pretty god dammn funny cuz i heard the greatest story today from matty babyyy <3 and that whole im not gunna hold grudges, yeah i changed my mind. if you did something rong, or watever i wont forgive cuz i just cant. nd if i do itll take a long time. well watever. im tired. so im gunna do watever then go to bed <3
cuz now im actually in a realli badd mood cuz my mom is being a bitch. stupid mother fuckin back to school nite.

peace.

waddup?!

2006-09-26T20:31:43Z

ehh so im kinda in a realli baddd mood. but watever. sometimes people just piss me off. yeahh party this weekend. cannot wait. its gunna be crazy with me nd amanda <3 i love her. yeahh i love school rite now cuz i can do wat i want basically. and im completely free. theres an upside to being single. HOLLA <3 but anyways. yeahh thats bout it. i saw my heat girls last nite nd now i cant wait till columbus day weekend wen me nd meghan nd lauren have a weekend sleepover <3 and i love how my jv girls are undefeated <3 and im so proud cuz im the sweeper. yeahh yu cood say were slightly AMAZING ! so thats pretty much my life rite now. nd im gunna try to stop holding grudges agenst people starting now. haha well yeahh im out cuz im still in a bad mood <3

x0xmindyx0x @ 2006-09-19T17:34:00

2006-09-19T21:44:12Z

woww. well like i have been in the best mood ever the past couple weeks. i love the single life. it would be nice to have someone. but im not gunna look. so im just extremely happy. yesterday in soccer i scored and had an assist. so you cood say soccer is going amazing for me and for my jv girls who are 4-0 & one tie. <3 but its okay. cuz were amazing. well idk wat to say really. i still have my bestfriends nd i always will nd i actually dunt regret anything from the summer. ill move on and i wont look back. i regret it sometimes, but wats done is done and i woodnt change it cuz i like where i am now. i found a new best guy friend. hes the most amazing,sweetest and fun to be around guy ive ever met <3 Matty babyy <3. so basically this school year is gunna be totally off the hook and im gunna make sure of it. but moving on.

so today - ehh it was okay. matty didnt get to school till late nd today is his birthday. i love you boyy. <3 i was with phil this morning. shocking cuz i am every morning pretty much. and his big A on his shirt for happy days in the senior class photo. classes sucked today. but its okay. then after school i saw steve and matty babyyy <3 and yeahh then i went to soccer nd it was realli fun actually. nd now im here nd still in a realli good mood. <3

peace out <3

M!ndY

x0xmindyx0x @ 2006-08-27T23:13:00

2006-08-28T03:16:54Z

so things completely suck lately but im getting better one step at a time. christian nd i are over. watever. ill get over it. idc. then today my dog passed away. so things arent looking up. but im glad i have my friends to help me thru things. and yeahh idk thats bout it. im not crying anymore over the whole break up. nd ill move on slowly nd ill never look back nd ill have my friends by my side 100% so im juss doin good now. so now im out cuz im gunna talk to a couple of my bestfrends. jay lauren amanda. yanooo <33

life is hella good =]

2006-08-18T01:22:48Z

okay so summers almost over. watev. schedule came. classes are chill so its all good. hah. so im realli excited cuz januay 14th- 25th i sail the carribean wit my babygirl meg. =] =] hah st thomas bahamas && puerto rico best watch out! and columbus day we mite spend in vermont together =] hah lifee iss madd good. me nd babyboy are all chill too <3 i love him. so yeahh thats bout it. tomro i get to see my babygirls from the soccer team. bahhh lauren lauren lauren! <3 =] then we go to ralphs. next week is gunna suck cuz i have mandatories in the am. nd then ritas in the afternoon monday tuesday nd friday. but watev cuz i loveeerr my job. so im outt now cuz im done updatin <3 peace loves.

i got yelled at=[

2006-08-10T03:21:57Z

okay so im updating cuz lauren yelled at me for not updating in 3 days. but i havent been feeling good nd all. so yeahh well heres the deal today i did nothing nd had soccer which was okay i guess then i came home nd then went back out to shoprite in my pajamas nd i saw lyk every single employee i know was working there. it was gayy. then i came home ate dinner watched stuart little 2 nd bam here i am talkin to my favorite, bestfriend lauren nd my darling amazing boyfriend christian =] hah
yesterday- i got hired at ritas. so tomro i go hand in the rest of my papers nd i officially have a job. im soo excited. nd i went to walmart nd my dad woodnt lemme get a chocolate fondue maker cuz hes a jerk. haha nd then i came home nd filled out my paperwork i needed for ritas && my working papers for school. nd then i filled out lyk 39828964803135 picture envelopes for pictures to get developed nd then i juss watched tv. so it was a pretty good day.
yeahh well thats bout it for my life rite now. so im done updating. lauren shood be happy. nd my head hurts for the 4368931089764978133797854 day in a row. okay so bye <3

HAPPY LAUREN?! lol ily girll.
iloveyou christian <3 =]
meghan comes home in 2 days!
soccer meeting in 9 days =]
i start work within the next week. YAY me!

AND POOR LAUREN MITCHELL GOT HIT BY A CAR. BUT SHES OKAY. NOW SHE IS JUST DRIVING ME CRAZY!!! but i love her anyway. idk why.

<33 Mindyy

surveys are fun! <3

2006-08-06T23:14:04Z

Relationships

1. Are you single or do you have a piece? dating
2. Hit it and quit it or lasting relationships? lasting relationships
3. Have you ever hooked up/made out with someone without dating them? yess
4. Do you kiss on the first date? duhh
5. If not, what is the average number of dates before you'll kiss?
6. Cologne/Perfume or natural smell? cologne!
7. Do you like your boyfriend to be cleanly shaven or not? shaven. hah
8. Would you rather your boyfriend be like Landon from A Walk to Remember or Noah from The Notebook? i like both!
9. What did you dislike most about your ex boyfriend? everything
10. What did you like most about your ex boyfriend? hah nothing now.

Romantic
1. Candelit dinner in a restaurant or picnic? picnic
2. Late night date at the beach or rooftop? either
3. Date at a concert or museum? concert
4. First kisses outside or inside? idc
5. What was your favourite date? any one with christian.
6. Least favourite date? anyone that wasnt with christian
7. Plants or flowers? flowers
9. Watching a movie together or listening to music? haha bothh.
10. Chicago White Sox game or Photo shoot together? photo shoot.
Random
1. Who pays for the date? i try to even it out. but mostly him.
2. Dress up for a date or comfy? comfy if its a one of our houses. dress up if were out
3. Do opposites attract? yeahh
4. hamburgers or hotdogs? hotdogs =]
5. ice cream or frozen yogurt? ice cream
6. myspace or facebook? myspace
7. live journal or xanga? live journal
9. which Nsync member is your favourite? the one who turned out to be gay. lance
10. Nsync Nsync or Pop Odyssey Nsync? pop odyssey ?! idk.

Bands and whatnot
1. Bread or Boston? who?
2. Jay Z or Nas? jay z
3. Nelly Furtado or Shakira? shakira
4. Panic! At The Disco or Cartel? both are good.
5. Tegan and Sara or Tegan and Sara?
5. Beyonce or Ciara? ciara
6. LFO or 98 Degrees? LFO
7. Marinda Lampert or Julie Roberts? julia
9. Johnny Cash or Willie Nelson? willie
10. Iron Maiden or Anthrax? neither.
Dirty
1. Long make out sessions or long cuddling sessions? cant we cuddle while we makeout
2. blowjobs or make out sessions? hahahahaha. make out.
3. 2 guys and a chick or 2 chicks and a guy? 2 guys =] haha
4. when was the last time you pleased yourself? hahaha yu need to know this why?
5. porn or no porn? woodnt yu lyk to know.
6. do you have any weird fantasies? haha yess actually =]
7. private places or public? private
8. are you a closet half lesbian? nope.
9. would you rather do barney or the teletubbies? teletubbies =] cuz i lyk the sun baby.
10. skirt during sex or naked? haha nakedd!

x0xmindyx0x @ 2006-08-06T18:55:00

2006-08-06T22:56:29Z

yahh. soo. lifes good. i shopped all day today pretty much =] =] nd now im home. nd thats been it.

yesterday - uhh i dunt remember the day but then i went to a picnic with christian. hahaha nd then we went to pick up his sister from a party nd it was realliii funn. nd i coodnt stop laughin. we "red lighted it" and "green lighted it" but no yellow lights. hahaha nd idk. but it was funn nd i love him <3 hah. nd thats bout it. so im outt. peace peace.

meghan comes home in 6 days =] =] =]
see my soccer team in 12 days =] =] <3

I LOVE YOU CHRISTIAN <3

<33 MinDy

yur my safest place to hide

2006-08-03T03:09:50Z

not a great past couple of days. sat by my pool today with my mp3 nd tanned. sitting here agen listenin to music talkin to no one. thats about it, im not in the mood to rite
<33 yasss.

this is the life =]

2006-08-01T02:48:06Z

well today was pretty gay. did nothing. went to soccer which was a waste of time cuz only cromie is there this week. blah blah. not going wednesday. then came home and ate. mommy ordered cheese fries pizza && garlic knots. =] =] yummyy. so yeah that was my day && now im here.

yesterday - was realli funn! woke up && went to the gym with mommy. then came home && did work around the house with mom nd dadd. then went over christians =] =] nd didnt realli do anything but i didnt care cuz i was with him. then we argued over cologne but i was rite =] =] haha. nd then we fought over the remote control nd agen, i won. =] =] hahaha but i had alotta fun cuz i always have fun with him nd hes perfect.

well yeahh thats it <3

meghan comes home in 12 days =]
see my soccer team in 18 days =]

Lifes good =] =] <3

I LOVE CHRISTIAN <3!

Mindyyy

x0xmindyx0x @ 2006-07-27T23:12:00

2006-07-28T03:16:59Z

ok well today was pretty chyll actually. got up at 12:30. watched tv. etc etc. then mommy came home nd we went to the mall. tryed on a few dresses but didnt find one i liked. got some sports stuff nd yeahh then we stopped at wawa to get milk && iced coffee. then we went on a hunt for ice cream. it was funn. nd it was lyk raining cats and dogs. haha so now im sitting her. i have yet agen another headache nd im kinda bored now. but yeahh. nd tomro im hangin out with christian =] =] YAY YAY YAY! well i guess imma peace out now.<3

meghan comes home in 14 days =]

I LOVE YOU CHRISTIAN <33

x0xmindyx0x @ 2006-07-26T21:38:00

2006-07-27T01:41:28Z

well im bored. i miss christian =[ =[ nd i realli wanna hang out with him. but its gunna be soo hard if i get the job at ritas and with soccer and all the stuff ive been doing lately. =[ =[ i miss him soo muchh. well idk soccer today was okay. i hate it but ill keep going. idk i guess i dunt have much to say tonite. too much on my mind. so yeah peace <3

meghan comes home in 15 days =] =] <3
myrtle beach in lyk 4 months. =] =]

i love you christian <3

random survey.

2006-07-26T03:41:55Z

--name: Mindy
--nickname:Mind, Min
--birthday: July 1
--where were you born? Neptune
--zodiac sign: Cancer
--height: 5'6”
--weight: ...
--hair color: brown.
--eye color: blue
--shoe size: 7.5 or 8
--ring size: lyk a 6 or 7
--skin type: idk
--blood type: o positive I think.
--grade: 10th grade.
--siblings: brother
--tatoos: one more year.
--piercings: ears. cartilage. belly button
--hobbies: soccer lacrosse.

---HAVE YOU EVER---
--been on a train: yeahh
--been on a plane: yeahh
--been in a car accident: yeahh.
--caused a car accident: nope
--run into a wall: I dunt think so?!
--burned a potato chip: how do yu do that?
--almost burned the house down: no
--smoked: nope
--been drunk: uhhh heh =] =] yeahh
--been high: noo.
--broken the law: yeahh
--burned a cd: indeed.
--kissed someone of the opposite sex: yeah
--kissed someone of the same sex: noo
--frenched an animal: umm thatd be weird
--made out: yeahh
--gotten engaged: umm im 15.
--had an online relationship: no.
--made yourself cry to get out of trouble: yeahh
--cried over a movie: yeahh
--cried in public: yeahh
--fallen asleep in a movie theater: nope.
--given someone a bath: my dog?!
--been to a boarding school: nope
--been home-schooled: nope
--lost a valuable item: nameplate. but I got a new one
--bungee jumped: nope unfortunately.
--skied: nope
--met the president: nope
--gotten a cavity: sure.
--met a celebrity: umm noo.
--shopped at abercrombie or fitch: nope
--made a prank call: yeahh
--skipped school: nope
--faked sick to get out of school: many times.
--purchased something that you knew didn't fit: hah yeahh
--climbed a tree: yeahh
--fallen from a tree: noo
--broken a bone: noo
--sprained anything: my ankles both lyk 4 times
--passed out: nope
--made yourself pass out: noo
--been to disney world: yeahh
--been to a theme park (not disney): yeah
--said i love you and meant it (not to a relative): yeahh
--made a model volcano (working model): no.
--made a clover leaf with your tounge: WHAT?

---PAST---
--what did you do yesterday: absolutely nothing
--memory you miss the most: my grandma.
--memory you want to forget: the year 2005
--something you regretted after it was done: alot.

---THE LAST---
--song you heard: me nd you -- Cassie
--cd you bought: oh godd.
--thing you said: shocking.
--time you cried: long time ago actually.
--movie seen in a theater: over the headge =] =] wit my mommy
--thing you ate: popcorn =]
--person who called: my mom
--nail polish shade worn: pink
--time you showered: yesterday
--person who complimented you: christian probly.

---AT THIS MOMENT---
--what are you listening to: nothing
--what are you wearing: shorts && a t shirt
--what are you thinking: im friggin bored as hell
--what are you scared of most: dying.
--how many people are on your buddy list: 236. I deleted alot of people.

---FUTURE---
--occupation: math teacher
--marriage site: Jamaica or Dominican Republic barefeet in the sand.
--honeymoon: where ever I get married obviously.
--place to live: LA or Texas wit megan =]
--kids: I dunno
--car: nissan 350z mazda rx8 or watever nice sports car is out. =]
--what are you doing tomorrow: nothing.
--will politics ever be truthful: idk.
--can the gov. be changed: I guess.

---FRIENDS---
--best friend: Megan; Amanda; Meghan; Lauren
--funniest: All of them.
--loudest: idk Amanda probly.
--silliest: All
--quietest: NONE!
--craziest: All
--calmest: None
--skinniest: Lauren
--best secret keeper: All.
--worst secret keeper: idk.
--the one you have but don't want: I love all my friends..
--smartest: haha none
--preppiest: megan
--most hyper: Lauren
--hottest: Christian =]
--weirdest: all r weird
--biggest pervert: idk.
--shyest: none realli
--most religious: none I dunt think

---DO YOU BELIEVE IN---
--heaven: yeahh
--hell: yeahh
--angels: yeahh
--devil: yeahh
--God: yeah
--aliens: yeahh
--ghosts: definitely
--spirit (soul): yyeahh
--soulmates: absolutely
--love at first sight: yess
--karma: yeah.
--love in general: yes.
--luck: kind of
--yourself: yeahh

---CRUSH---
--who and when was your first crush: Bryan R. && preschool
--any now: Christian. my boyfriend =]
--a celebrity crush: Ryan Cabrera =]
--who do you want to be with right now: Christian
--whos number do you want: nobody's
--who do you want to kiss: Christian
--if you could go on a date with anybody, who would it be: Christian, or ryan cabrera =] sorry hun.
--first thing noticed about the opposite sex: things.
--what do you look for personality-wise: fun to be with. loves mee for mee
--biggest turn on: cuteness && compliments from them.
--biggest turn off: assholes
--the most romantic thing you want to happen to you: kissing in the rain. && kissing leaning on a car already done tho
--what do you wear on a coffee date: anything I wanna
--is it right to flirt if you're taken:aboslutely not!
--are eyes the passegeway to the soul: could be
--who would you like to take to the prom: Christian
--do you want to hug somebody right now: Christian. =]

---DESCRIBE---
--mellow: calm cool collected
--the perfect date: sitting home watching scary movies in the dark
--the perfect mate: the one I have =]
--how m&m's are made: bottom candy chocolate top candy
--why manhole covers are round: so yu can fit?! I dunt fuckin know.

---ONE OR THE OTHER---
--coke/pepsi: coke
--boxers/briefs:boxers
--sprite/7-up:sprite
--gold/silver:gold
--vanilla/chocolate:vanilla
--flowers/candy: both are nice I dunt care.
--book/magazine:magazine or book. whichever
--tv/radio: both
--glass half empty/half full: sam difference
--colored pencils/markers: colored pencils
--coffee/tea: coffee
--day/night:night
--hot/cold:hot
--dog/cat:dog
--cotton/feather pillow:cotton
--blue/purple:purple
--plumber/trashman: trashamn
--jeans/shorts: both
--mechanical/regular pencil: mechanical
--romeo/juliet:juliet
--romantic comedy/thriller: thriller!
--peanut butter/jelly:peanut butter
--waffles/pancakes: both
--letter/email: both
--florida/california: california
--pizza/burgers: pizza
--hat/visor: visor
--iceskating/skateboarding: boarding
--movie at home/in theater: at home

---ARE YOU---
--happy: yess
--sad: nope
--religious: nope.
--bitchy: a lil.
--crazy: oh yess
--messy: extremely
--mad: at times
--slacker: hell yeahh
--nerd: nope
--bookworm: nope
--jock: yess
--preppy: nope
--obsessive: nope
--violent: haha occasionally
--calm: not at all
--peaceful: ehh depends.
--mellow: at times
--caring: yeahh.
--trustworthy: deff
--loyal: yess
--patriotic: not verry
--artistic: nope

---RANDOM---
--what color is your jacket: white nd pink
--do you shave: yes
--what color is your razor: pink. what kind of question is this
--what size is your bed: full
--what color crayon would you be: orange or pink
--what are the last four digits of you phone number: 9388
--how long does it take you to shower: 10 - 15 minutes
--what does your screenname mean: my name
--who do you trust the most: all of my friends pretty much
--is cussing a necessity in life: haha for me
--how about coffee: lovee it.
--who trust you most, your friends or parents: mommy && friends
--what something you cant live without: my dog friends & boyfriend && family definitely.
--what time did you fall asleep: last nite around 2 am
--know what 69 means: yeahh duhh
--how about 143: I love youu =]
--can you live without a microwave: haha im not sure
--where and when do you want to be married: Dominican Republic or Jamaiza wen im lyk 23 or 24.
--do you want to drop out of school: deff not.
--why is the sky blue: cuz the grass is green =]
--what is a good trait about yourself: Im easy to get along with.
--what is wrong with your school: EVERYTHING!
--what is right with your school: nothing.
--how do you react to change: welcome it. love it.
-do you talk to yourself: deffinitely sometimes
--can you afford to lose weight: yeahh
--what color would you dye your hair: I like my hair now thanks.
--best thing anyone's told you: beautiful, nice, funny, etc etc.
--what is your reaction to someone telling you you're hot: umm thanks. but id rather be called beautiful. im a person.
--if you wrote a book, what would it be about: my life.
--what would you change your name to: I like my name too.
--longest crush lasted how long: mine now nd almost 5 months =] =]
--what do you think about this survey: its pretty damnn stupid
---did you like the questions: there weird.
--you tired: yess
--time finished: 11:41 am.

well okay.

2006-07-26T02:16:51Z

okay well today was gayy agen. got up at 11 cuz of my puppy. watched tv. went on the computer. nd then my pacsun stuff came!!! so that was realli cool. nd i was happy so i changed my belly button ring lyk rite away. haha cuz im cool. then i came back on the computer. talked to meghan whos goin on vacation till the 12th =[ =[ nd im very upset bout that. cuz i didnt even get to hear her stories before she left. =[ =[ now im talking to megan page who found stuff to make her hair grow!! hahaha shes mahh girll. anyways well im realli bored. nd i only have wait lyk 16 days till meghan comes home. . . thats a long time =[ =[. yeah im out. think ill shop online agen. h0ll@ <3

@#$^%$^. idk.

2006-07-25T04:33:26Z

well im pretty damnn bored. nd agen today i did nothing.slept till 12:30. went to lunch wit mom dad nikki && haylee. came home got dresed. went to soccer. came home took a shower ate dinner watched CMA's. nd now here i am. talking to christian && ma girl lauren. nd im bored outa my mind. nd i dunt have much to rite about seeing as i do nothing everyday. so until something good happens, or something completely pisses me off. there will be short posts. k so im out agen <3 peace peace.

waddup.

2006-07-24T01:52:47Z

well i did absolutely nothing today. nd it sucked. i went to sams club && walmart with mommy && daddy. and that was it. nd now im working on gettin a new phone but cingular fuckin sucks and only me && my brother are alowed to change our phones. not my mom & dad. HELLO? SOMETHING IS FUCKING RONG. nd stupid fuckin pacsun $%#&^^(%^#$@#@!~ ugh they piss me off. its been 2 weeks && my order still isnt here and wont be till wednesday. lyk its been in LA for a friggin week. OKAY UNLESS THERE WAS A HURRICANE THERE. MY SHIT SHOOD BE HERE BY NOW. WTF?! so yeahh that was pretty much my day nd now im bored nd i have nothing to do. so i find myself once agen, shopping online for anything. wow im cool. nd im also peacing <3

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2006-07-23T03:46:00Z

yeahh so i havent updated agen in lyk 7219643168189645896 years. nd yeahh so basically an update on ma life me nd christian are still together && its almost 5 months =] =] nd ive never been happier in my entire life and it made me realize wat i had before was lyk nothing. bcuz wat i have now is lyk wohh amazing. school soccer sucks hairy grandpa balls. but my heat girls are still my life <3 funny thing is i was going thru all my old entries and laughin at how lyk crazy i was with all these other people. nd how i crazy ive been the last year before march 15th. so i think that part of my life is lyk blocked out nd i dunt even care bout it anymore nd im soo over the whole dramatic "oh im heartbroken shit" cuz i wasnt heartbroken, i wasnt even in love. boyy i am now tho. its kinda that crazy think about him 24/7 always wanna talk to him, always wanna be with him, dream about him kinda love. well i pretty much only have 1 friend and i dunno wat happened to my other friendships. kidna saddd. but theres a new school year && a new me && im starting to feel much more confident and better about myself. and im starting to thin out kinda. nd im feeling pretty good. nd hoping this year is the best one yet. but hey hoping and living are 2 totally different things. so well see how it goes. IM REALLI GUNNA TRY AND KEEP THIS THING UPDATED THO! its a promise. <33
Mindyyy

I love Christian
<3 3.15.06 <3

sdjhasit <3

2006-05-08T22:50:44Z

wowww. well this weekend pretty much sucked. i didnt get to hang out with my boyfriend. =[ =[ and i was realli upset bout that. my ankle is soo fucked up its not even funny. and yeahh. so idk wat im gunna do. soccer game we lost. it sucked but wat can yu do. i love the heat girls <3 there my life and bestfriends <3. i woodnt wanna spend my b-day wit anyone else. well cept maybe lyk meg amanda nd christian babyy<3 but amanda=vacation meg=well everything. and christian=my entire world. well yeahh so my ankle hurts and i cant realli talk bout much on here cuz people read it. and i need someone to talk to. well maybe i dont. ill juss think about it myself. goodbyeee.

x0xmindyx0x @ 2006-05-06T22:42:00

2006-05-07T02:46:58Z

wow. so i havent updatedin lyk 289716501701376 years. but anyways. so im goin out with Christian rite now. and its 2 months in a week. i coodnt be happier, and i love him soo much. so idk where to start to catch this thing up. hazlet heat girls are my life now, i love my new soccer team. lacrosse is amazing nd i did realli good today. we won 19 - 3. and i wanted to score so bad but i didnt. but i played center. my birthday is in a little less then 2 months. amanda mite be goin on vacation wit me nd im realli excited. im failing my first period class. and im doin bad in all the other ones. idk why. nd ive been so exhausted lately ive been sleeping in school. so i think i need some time off. but i wont take it. my ankle has been the size of an apple for about a week. nd i think theres something rong with it but i wont get it checked. because they cood take me out of sports and i cant do that. i juss keep going and goin every week. its soo much for me. but i can handle it. i juss have to better my time. im tryin to lose weight this year cuz i need a bathing suit body and i juss dunt have it. its sadd. yeahh well. idk. i guess thats bout as updated as it gets. game tomro for soccer. GO HEAT! <3

im in love with my boyfriend.
March 15,2006 <3

x0xmindyx0x @ 2006-02-04T22:32:00

2006-02-05T03:35:19Z

so its saturday. last nite i went out to applebees agen with dan chris christian nd matt. it was realli funn. it was my birthday agen. "im 15" two weeks in a row. yeahh how cool am i? nd im not 15 for 5 months. haha wayy to goo mee. so thats basically it. thank godd january is over. cuz it was the worst month of my life. nd if it was still january id probly kill myself. but anyways. im still kinda depressed at times. but im good <33 soo im outt to talk to my bestfriend <33

p3@c3 && l0v3 <333